Try Again Next Week

 I don't know what my problem has been this week. 

I skipped class on Monday because I felt sick. I've already missed my 9:30 twice this week. Then I was late to my 11 (that was completely my fault though, I got coffee). Then, TODAY the bus was late. I was so embarrassed about going into class 20 min late, so I just skipped, and that's how I'm here typing this right now. 

The wifi at my school is pretty shit. Like terrible. It's a shame that NCAT has better wifi, but I digress. 

I was trying to pick an outfit for today, but I have a genuine hatred for my legs, so every pair of jeans I tried on looked terrible. I managed to find something but I still feel icky. The platform docs are balancing me out. I also have this huge star patch on my face because I had an ingrown hair right by my lip. Now I feel ugly. I mean, I'll forever be sexy, but this week I'm chopped as shit. And not to mention, I'm fighting the urge to take out these braids. I have to trust the process...right?...Right.

In the future, I want to make a section on this page showing off my outfits of the week but that might take forever. Plus, I'm lazy as shit. At most, you'll get an outfit once a week. I'll stay up to date on my loc journey though, trust.

I have a lot more to say but I'm sitting here people watching. It's one of my favorite pastimes. Sorry to those who I keep staring directly in their face- I got bad vision! Speaking of which, I just seen this FINE brownskin with locs. We made eye contact...ON MY WORST DAY!!

Long story short, we'll try again next week. 

8.27.25

Oh my goodness. Where do I even START with today? 

I had a set list of things to do this morning. I wanted to do laundry at 6/7, take a shower, go to my virtual doctor's appointment, finish homework, then go to class. 

Yes, I did those things, but not in the way I wanted to. And you ask, why OJ? What happened? 

HIM. 

Lucki had me up at 5 am, screaming in my ear for what reason- I couldn't tell you. He kept biting shit and trying to knock stuff down. I thought I was going to lose it. My only coping mechanism is to vape, so of COURSE I start feeling sick after a couple of puffs and drinking my iced mocha that I heated up. 

After my appointment, I did my work and showered, cool. It's 12 pm, and now Lucki wants to go to sleep. This nigga does this all the time. All. The. Time. So, after I came back from hanging out with my friend after class, I went to the market and got him wet cat food so I could mix that with catnip- like I used to do to calm him down at night. 

As I'm writing this, it's 11:12 pm, and he's in my bed, half asleep. My job here is done. 

Thanks to my ex-boyfriend, who gave me the food idea a couple of months ago. Works 95% of the time!!

...@11:35 pm, hes up.

Lucki

Told ya I was gonna make a separate page about my baby. This is where I'll be complaining about him!!

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